ya Allah what I have done to my dear Qystina?!?!?!

i just feel sooooo terrible after seeing her left arm marked with hives =( i'm such a loser!

i shouldn't whip her with the coconut broom =(

i was totally insane this morning, i just couldn't ctrl my temper.. she's being cranky since last week (after suffering a mouth ulcer).. she being crying, shouting, yelling and etc. and i've lost my patience.

she cried as she wants me to carry her while i still have to put on my make up, pack my stuff and etc.. and the clock has strike 0745hrs!! another 15mins left!! ya Allah, please give me strength to overcome this kind of situation in future, Amin.

... while we are on our way to her school, she fell asleep on my lap (gosh, nothing could describe my feeling at that moment, i just burst into tears ='( my heart wretched carrying her walking towards her school and left her with the pain of her mouth ulcer and the whipped arm ='( ibu promise not to whip you nor leaving you with any scar on your skin.

I'm just full of regretness!